Joy of Zen

I love J. Keith van Straaten! Saw him do this show a few times in LA, but this one is from NY this year. Feel free to sub him on YouTube! He only has 13 subs somehow!

My friend from across the pond posted this on her 12seconds.tv page
I love her bunneh!

I kept going back to his myspace and reading his friends’ comments. So sad. I had to force myself to stop though, it was like torture. I’m not saying his name in this post because a billion people have searched his name and ended up at my blog I just found out.
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So I just want to put a new post now…
I found a room to rent. w00t. I gotta figure out when to move in December and get people to recruit. Moving is a pain in the ass. Although I don’t have all that much stuff here, I want to try to put more in storage. I’ll be closer to school and it looks like a nice neighborhood. I’ll have to go to the laundromat, but I’ve done that before, no big deal. Just gotta find a good one. A bunch came up around there when I searched online.

I’m doing homework as usual, but I got my one research/poster board presentation thing over with, so that’s good This coming week is the last week of the quarter and finals are the week after. I really gotta catch up to finish everything on time. Sigh. My teacher is giving us Wed. off though, since we are a day ahead of her other class, so that is awesome. I took the day off from the clerical job too. All homework! wooooo

I hope you are all doing good

I found out about this 19-year-old kid last night in whoners’ room. He’d allegedly committed suicide live (online). Everything seemed very real, but there’s always that wonder if it’s a hoax. Well, I’ve read from a few sites that his death was confirmed by a medical examiner. You can read about him here, and this article has an interesting thing about another man who lived in the UK.

From what I read, this kid had tried to OD before, but failed. Everything I read was just sad. He needed help and was not getting the help he needed. The whole thing is just completely awful.

Just thought I should check in. Of course you can see my Twitter updates on here to stalk me, but I guess I should post.

Well, life has been busy and crazy. I broke up with Jason a couple weeks ago. Still living here until I find a place (looking online right now actually). We’re talking okay and all that. I was pretty emotional for a few days, but doing better.

I’m really behind in school, it’s terrible. I got my poster board/research thing over with, but next week is the last week of school and finals are the week after. I still have to do a research paper for my environmental racism class!! I’ll just focus on that class only this weekend though, that’ll be good.

I was up til 5 this morning cuz of the poster board thing. Slept under 2 hours and lasted until 7:30pm when I passed out on the couch. But then I got up ad midnight, and now it’s after 2. Although I am getting sleepy again, that’s good. I’m in whoners’ room on blogTV since I haven’t been able to feed my addiction on there lately But Rani isn’t in there

I just want the quarter to be over and to be moved so I can focus on studying for the CSET in December! The test that “dude” tells me not to worry about hah.